I love fire! Fire Fire burns so bright!Fire Fire want a lite? Fire Fire I love to burn things!hahahaahahah FIRE! I am so going to lit something on fire tonight. Then watch it go boom!


Ok I may switch account most likely on the 8th of this month when my subby dies. It seem like the perfect way too start fresh and not have all of dead watchers around too. I will only give out my new account to people I know will watch me back and look at my art. That does not mean I am abandoning this one not at all. I still still post a few things here form time to time and keep it active. Not much more to say. Then what I just said. wait you guys see my new name. I sure you will love it.

flamecolonel

I love fire! Fire Fire burns so bright!Fire Fire want a lite? Fire Fire I love to burn things!hahahaahahah FIRE! I am so going to lit something on fire tonight. Then watch it go boom!


I have question for you all who is up to it. Will anyone draw me Obito aka Tobi? If you are not Tobito supporter then you do not have too. I am just asking cuase I found out he is a aquaruuis like me! No wonder we are so much alike. I can possibly draw you something in return if you want or I can try. I am not sure on how well a picture will come out right now. I have had art block for like two or three days now T_T. I hope none of you find me rude for asking for a resquest cause normally I hate asking for requests. I was just wondering that is all. YAY for OBITO and or err umm TOBI!


have a wonderful day everyone or umm night if it is night where you are right now.

flamecolonel

I love fire! Fire Fire burns so bright!Fire Fire want a lite? Fire Fire I love to burn things!hahahaahahah FIRE! I am so going to lit something on fire tonight. Then watch it go boom!


hello mother
hello father
fleas ticks mosquitos
really bother
thanks for the package
that's why i'm writing
k-9 advantix quickly stops all the biting
swiming hiking
and tent pitching
they're not biting
i'm not itching
can't wait to show you
all my new tricks
so thanks again for sending me k-9 advantix.

I have this stupid thing memeorized.*curls up in corner* Make it stop!I am going to go insane. WOOF WOOF See!Man now Itch. O_o ugh.Stop the insaneness.XD

flamecolonel

I love fire! Fire Fire burns so bright!Fire Fire want a lite? Fire Fire I love to burn things!hahahaahahah FIRE! I am so going to lit something on fire tonight. Then watch it go boom!


ok update. I am still feeling bad but what the hell deviantart? get rid of that mudkip you put my icon as and everyone's icon is mudkip. Lol ok you guys had your fun and made be fun my ass off now change it back. *still laughing* ok I am seroiuis lol. make it all stop Happy April Fool's to you all to but serouisly?





Sorry I am really hurting right now. I just feel so betrayed with my parents. My mom has hurt me once again. She choose t.v obver me. That really fucking hurts yet why am I not surpised? My dad pht just does not like me at all so I do care about him chooseing T.V over me.
see it all happen like this Iwent to a friend's Birthday party. Then when it was over and everone left. I called my mom to come and get me. She was too busy watching Fucking T.V to come and pick me up.So she sent my dad tjhe one who hates to come and get a hour later after I called.That pisses me off then seeing my dad hates he tryed to make me puke with bad driving. UGH! and so much more! I sick of all of it! My mom wants me in Pain FINE! I WILL GIVE HER PAIN! She will Learn the Hard way not Fucking kill me inside. But YOu know What? This Pain I will bring to myself will feel good.


Also I would like to warn you all about a bad person here on deviantart. he has hurt my feelings and 's feelings too. Tell us bad things were going to happen to us. You akll should know him by now but I will tell you his name in anote so he can not hurt you too. I would say his name in my journal but he would cry and report me. Pht baby cry babay he does not know true pain if it bit him the ass.


here are my songs until I feel better One is Pain by three days grace . The other is Mad world by I forget right now.


Pain, without love.Pain, I can't get enough.Pain, I like it rough.Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all.

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain

I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know you know)
I'm always here for you


All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world ... world
Enlarge your world
Mad world
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain

flamecolonel

I love fire! Fire Fire burns so bright!Fire Fire want a lite? Fire Fire I love to burn things!hahahaahahah FIRE! I am so going to lit something on fire tonight. Then watch it go boom!


*sigh* I was talking to on msn and he said one of my another friends was mad at me. I ask why? he said because one ofe my another friend here on da and on msn was trying to message me on msn and the other friend was acussing me of ignoring him when I was not. Msn has been messed up latey. I am not going to metion the other friends name cause he will report for putting his icon in my journal. Whic is really imature but not going there right now. *sigh* Plus I have been having bad year as all you know. it sucks to be me right now. to top it all off I admit I am a momma's girl at times only cause my dad hates me. well my mom is going to leave me here with my dad for 4 days so she can go to Wisconsin. BIG FUCKING WIP Wisconson I have been there a bizzion tomes and so has she but nooo she wants to go with her friends for 4 days and ditch me here. with my dad who like I sadi hates me. So I will be drawing alot of bad picture soon but please do not shun me or think differnt of me this is how I will deal with all my probelms I have is by drawing very bloody pictures of my fav anime characters.


Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

and

There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you

You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize me

It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right

It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do

You think you're special
But I know, and I know
And I know, and we know
That you're not

You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face

It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Is gonna bring me down

Will never bring me down

Don't tell me who I should be
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't wanna waste my time
I'll watch you fade away

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

Shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

Bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down

Shut up, shut up, shut up

No more Toy-box or Aqua for now not even Blink-182 will cheer me up. SImple is my way for now until damn emoness leaves I guess.

flamecolonel